Wish on hold

Who am i to wish?

Who am i to decide what to do with my life?

Who am i dreaming to have millions of money or a fancy chevy ride?

I am born with love to learn a lot of fear

to see sick civilization structure, fueled with greed and ego; where wealth deprived from the poor

to see that our generation is too scared to grow up; they become apathetic, consumtive, and so mundane

to see that we’re terrified to realize that our world is wounded.

Bustling myself, struggling with my own thought, i believe i have to put all my wish on hold. It’s time to rejuvenate our world, our debt to god.

Our Freedom

i believe that god exist and eternal, of kind of creator and almighty. i never in doubt of him, i always love his blessing, i never twist my believe on him, even when he jeopardize my life.

i always believe that he will always be here, to make my wish come true.
i never think desperation because of him, because with a single prayer, we can slay those desperation, and uprise through to regain optimism.

i also believe that it will always impossible to reason his presence in which he take away our tribulation. when we just contemplate his kindness that we cannot reach, it even makes us accept him as the true one.

our limitation in knowing him, somehow become our only source of faith, and we just have to express gratitude in order to feel the true happiness.

because of that, i will always pray to god, and believe that i already regain his grace, eventhough i haven’t realize whether i already got his reward.

humanity is all about freedom. thus, our freedom, is our start to think about him.

How to live a happy life

Never set a high expectation, just do your best, and the rest  will follow

Things i Learned

In past six months, i learned a lot of things from hme-itb football team, especially about do and don’ts in football. In brief, here’s some of knowledge and wisdom i get through months of training :

• just do your best in training, don’t give a damn into something else. Do not whine about the training menu that you perform, just do your best, and you’r ability will improve. discipline, focus, and hard work is the key.
• statistically, team who runs more, passes more, and possess more in a football match win a match.
• i you don’t want to play, then don’t play a game
• just focus on our own team, do everything for your team and the game. Do not think about anything else, like supporters, psy war, or someone’s saying
• you win as a team, and lose as an individual
• if you’re not exhausted after playing a game, then you’re simply not played good enough
• if you have an intention to confront with opposition’s player, then your game will be deteriorated

I believe those kind of things are plain and simple, but hard to implement if you don’t have any experience. Those moments in football team, remind me that i still have a long way to go in my life, and i believe those simple thing that i learned from sport can carry on to another aspect of my life : just like what sport is meant to be, to create a healthy body and mind.